I woke up with a headache this morning and a bit of a scratchy throat, along with a cough that came and went thoughout the day. :( I
DO NOT want to be sick right now. School starts on tuesday, my birthday of all days which I don't mind at all. I'm actually pretty excited to be headed back to school. I just want to be in the dark room again. I want to snap my camera at anything and everything. I haven't been on one of my "photo adventures" in a while. The holidays were super hectic at work this year and I wasn't able to get out and about. I usually take my camera, hop on a bus and just go, venture out... all alone. I love doing that, going out on my own. Sometimes I'll go and spend the entire trip without saying a word, just observe... people, buildings, trees, cars / buses passing on the streets etc. etc. Most days I take my journal with me and sit in the park. I love those days, I love all days but those days help. I get to think things through, I get to be creative... write, draw, take pictures.
I've been writing alot lately. I had been struggling with writers block for quite a while. Mid-November it just came, out of nowhere I picked up a pen and started writing again. It made me go back to my old writings / poetry I had hidden away, read through all of it. Brought back memories of how I was feeling at the time of those writings, I was a totally different person then. It was a bit weird to see how much I've changed... grown. Totally in a good way though because I like the person I've become. More positive... more open... more loving. The new me is pretty rad, a bit of a dork but I embrace that dorkiness. haha!!
I've been wanting to get up and go lately. Go anywhere, everywhere... but I've opted to stay put this time and focus on school. And I am so proud of myself for doing so. Besides I have the summer to travel, well hopefully if I have enough money left after the semester is over. Photo supplies can get expensive. It will be worth it.
It sure will.
* quote of the day *
"I think a photography class should be a requirement in all educational programs because it makes you see the world rather than just look at it."
~ unknown